Alive

For the Record: I Am Not Suicidal. I Never Have Been.

Let me make this perfectly clear:

I have never been suicidal. I have never struggled with depression. I have never once considered taking my own life — not during my childhood, not in prison, not even in the darkest chapters of my story. And I’m certainly not now.

I am walking through fire with more clarity, more purpose, and more strength than I have ever had in my life. I am grounded. I am focused. I am lucid. What I’m doing with this case — and with this website — is the result of a fully awake, fully aware, and fully conscious mind. I am using every skill, every ounce of intelligence, and every experience I’ve ever survived to fight for something that truly matters.

This is not the work of a desperate man.

This is the work of someone who sees the system for what it is and has chosen — willingly, courageously — to confront it head on.

I am not a danger to myself.

I am not broken.

I am not unstable.

In fact, I have never been more clear-headed in my life.

Everything you read here, everything I’m doing, is coming from a place of truth — not confusion. Resolve — not despair. Purpose — not pain.

And if anything ever happens to me, let this serve as the public record:

It was not by my own hand.

This fight, this moment, this truth — it’s why I’m here.

And I am not done walking.